I have seriously done bad eating. All because we ran out of food. SIGH
I’ve been eating pizza hut thanks to my mom’s friend who works there.
She kept bringing pizza these past weeks. And I’ve been eating them.
I’m going to feel terrible if i gained weight. I feel lost again. I’ve been wanting to start running again but my mom’s horrible moods bring me down completely. She begins shouting at me so many mean things and just lowering my self esteem completely. I’m starting to hate myself again.
But I don’t want to give up. The moment we are able to buy food again I’m gonna start my normal healthy diet again. I just hope i didn’t gain weight. T_T